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This is my last Serenade

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Baby stop and think about it. [
Wednesday, October 7th, 2009 @ 9:54pm
]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | Stranger Than Fiction. ]

I remember when all the games began
Remember every little lie and every last goodbye
Promises you broke, words you choked on
and I never walked away,
it's still a mystery to me


Well I'm so empty
I'm better off without you and you're better off without me
Well you're so unclean
I'm better off without you and you're better off without me


The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred (deceiving), the beatings; it's over


Paint the mirrors black to forget you
I still picture your face and the way you used to taste
Roses in a glass, dead and wilted
To you this all was nothing
Everything to you is nothing



Well you're so filthy
I'm better off without you and you're better off without me
Well I'm so ugly
You're better off without me and I'm better off alone


The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, the beatings (disaster); it's over

As wicked as you are, you're beautiful to me
You're the darkest burning star, you're my perfect disease


The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, the beatings; it's over
Disaster
The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, the beatings; it's over
Disaster

It's over now...

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just a quick note.. [
Monday, September 7th, 2009 @ 3:31pm
]
So, my dad called me before i had the chance to call him.. So plans for me going up there tomorrow after work are off because my grandfather (his dad) had a heart attack. He's in the hospital and has been fitted with a pacemaker.

I hope he feels better soon.
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When you find you.. [
Sunday, September 6th, 2009 @ 8:09pm
]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | Come back to me ]




So.. it's been almost a year since my last post... I should use this thing more often cause really.. My life has become more stressful that i could have ever imagined, more painful.. And i realise that I need an outlet of some kind.. This could help me a lot.. I don't know why i even bothered to stop writing. I'll try to post at least twice a week.. not just for the sake of people knowing what's going on.. but just cause i need something.

Cheers
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[
Wednesday, October 1st, 2008 @ 8:16pm
]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Archetype - Fear Factory ]

hurray for only working 7:30-11:30 tomorrow morning!

but boourns for having to go for another EMG at 3pm at the damn hospital.

Its fun to watch my hand twitch from the electrical jolt, but MAN does it ever hurt like a mofo.

but on to something else..

My neighbours are really loud.
sure the walls are pretty much paper thin.. but still. they need to keep it down a little.
their alarm clock wakes me up at 4 in the morning.. and im not a happy camper when that happens.

Oh well.

So everything has been alright as of late. Nothing new to report..
Life is the same. which is tres exciting  : / .

anywho.

cheers!

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I can't destroy what isnt there. [
Wednesday, September 17th, 2008 @ 8:38pm
]
[ music | Snuff - Slipknot ]


Don't ever let me know )

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